End of '07. In with "08!!!

Well it has been another good year. I think everyone would agree that at some point things could have been better. But all in all things were good. We had two healthy babies this year and everyone else still has their health. I guess that is the main thing. Money will be a problem forever. We have to many kids that will only cost more as time goes on. So I am a realist about that.

I am not sure what kind of resolution to make. I really cant think of a single one that I have kept. So not sure if I will even try. If I do it will be either to be healthier or to finish things that I start. Nothing that exciting. We had a great Christmas as we had about 20 people at our house for Christmas Eve. It was real nice. Anybody who has always dreamed of having a big family get together for the holiday's, let me tell ya, it is all that. Got to see my new neice Lilly. She is adorable. All the kids had agood Christmas however the 2 older ones have not really used their mega gifts that cost us out the ear. I hate that with a pation. It is something that they asked for to. I guess that I am not suprised though. It always goes that way but trust me this will be the last year that they get something with that cost again.

Going over to a friends house for New Year's. Supposed to be alot of people there so it should be fun. And comming up right around the corner is my babies birthday. So let the partying continue. I have consumed enough alcohol to run a battleship for a day. I guess that is about it. Not a very exciting blog but had to do one sooner or later. I hope everyone has a Great '08.


lj

Happy Anniversary baby!!!!!

Well today is 3 years for me and my poppers! Only feels like it has been 6 months. I guess it is like ridding the most exciting ride in a theme park. Because you wait in line for you favorite ride and it never seems long enough and you cant wait to get back on it again. Everything has been so great it has just flown by. Now my first marriage felt like it would never end. But I just cant get enough of you Jenn. I am so happy and I owe it all to you. You are truly the best and I thank you for the past 3years and a few months. I love you with all my heart and look forward to the years I am still on this earth. Just be patient with me as I am now calling our dogs different names. And don't worry, Melissa and Megan may try to get me but they will only get me physically, you will only have my heart. I love you baby.

LJ

Fun weekend milestone week ahead

Well my wife had her CHristmas party this weekend. It was a good party and as usual Brad took care of his people yet again. And I am one of those guys who may have been spoiled by the trips to Memphis and to Branson. But he could easily just had out bonus checks or not even do that. He takes the time out of his life to feed, entertain, and bring holiday spirit to his employees. And trust me, comming from a company that thinks very little of its disposable employees, it is very refreshing to see a boss interact with his employees. Congrats to Brad.

I hit the big 3-0 this week on Friday. Could it be the halfway point for me? Who knows what the medical future holds but I am sure 60-65 is going to be very close to the end. But who cares. I am still here today so that is all I need to worry about. Family wants to have a party for me but I am just as happy sitting at home with my kids and wife and chillin. That is my gift. That is when I am most happy. And on the 17th I am celebrating year 3 with my love, Jenn. So that will be nice to. I love the shit out of her. 3 years in and it still feels so new for me.

On some other good news Bubba has signed a one year deal with Sirius. So that was great news as well. Raw celebrated its 15th year last night and it was a real good show. Good to see some of the old guys back on TV. Hulk Hogan, Sgt. Slaughter, Ric Flair, Trish Stratus, and many more.

Well time to be getting ready for work soon. Gotta make chocolate milk and some bottles.


LJ

Friday. How sweet it is!

It is finally Friday. Now granted I do not have tomorrow off but this is the last of my late nights for at least 4 days which is nice. Wife is having her Route 66 party tonight and her company party on Sat. night. I am not going to be able to attend the one tonight just shy of a miricale but will be at the one Sat. night. I think I may be looking forward to an after party more then the party itself. But I am thankful that her boss does care enough to throw out a nice party for all his employees twice a year. Not many places do that anymore.

I am thinking that we are going to get our shopping done this weekend as well. That is gonna be fun. I cant wait to see the faces of the kids this year. Gonna be fun. Lacey I think is really gonna enjoy it.

Well I am missing my baby. Havent really seen her for a week so it will be nice to be with her Sat. night and Sun. . I hope that everyone had a good week. And hope they have even better weekend.

Common sense prevailes again.

Well for now the dreams of being the next big radio star are on hold again. Just as I was done with my first day of class and going through the 6 plus hours I looked around and realized it ws my day off. And it was gone. What happened to my 2 little guys? My 3 girls? My wife? It was mearly one day of prep and one day of class to realize I have not said more then a few passing words to my family. Then it hit me. I wsa chasing a dream. Could I have achieved it? Yes. But at what cost? Missing the boys first steps? Missing another episode of Sponge Bob with my little princess? Not being there for my baby to vent when she needs it the most. Maybe ....just maybe.... my dream does not come in the form of a radio mic. Could it be that my dream comes in the form of two boys that have smiles to share? Could it come from a little girl that needs chocolate milk and in that sweet voice says " thank you daddy"? From 2 ladies that need a wrestling buddy? Or in the form of a life long dream that came 3 years ago on the 17th of this month, my pillar of support and best friend, my wife Jennifer? Yes. My dreams have already came true and I elect not to miss out on it. Thank goodness I cmae to my senses before I got to involved. Maybe someday but for now I am gonna live out the dream I am in now.

I had a great weekend. Much needed R-N-R. Not to mention the great date night I had on Friday. My wife look great as only she can. And as we poured down the booze and had a great little 2 person party, I was lost in the eyes of my best friend on this planet. We played some cards, drank, smoke, rolled the sex dice, and had some mind blowing sex. And as usual she performed like the hell cat that she is. Love it. I was full- hot for her and it was that great kind of sex where you feel a major heart attack comming on shortly after. Well I guess that is enough for today.

LJ