Common sense prevailes again.

Well for now the dreams of being the next big radio star are on hold again. Just as I was done with my first day of class and going through the 6 plus hours I looked around and realized it ws my day off. And it was gone. What happened to my 2 little guys? My 3 girls? My wife? It was mearly one day of prep and one day of class to realize I have not said more then a few passing words to my family. Then it hit me. I wsa chasing a dream. Could I have achieved it? Yes. But at what cost? Missing the boys first steps? Missing another episode of Sponge Bob with my little princess? Not being there for my baby to vent when she needs it the most. Maybe ....just maybe.... my dream does not come in the form of a radio mic. Could it be that my dream comes in the form of two boys that have smiles to share? Could it come from a little girl that needs chocolate milk and in that sweet voice says " thank you daddy"? From 2 ladies that need a wrestling buddy? Or in the form of a life long dream that came 3 years ago on the 17th of this month, my pillar of support and best friend, my wife Jennifer? Yes. My dreams have already came true and I elect not to miss out on it. Thank goodness I cmae to my senses before I got to involved. Maybe someday but for now I am gonna live out the dream I am in now.

I had a great weekend. Much needed R-N-R. Not to mention the great date night I had on Friday. My wife look great as only she can. And as we poured down the booze and had a great little 2 person party, I was lost in the eyes of my best friend on this planet. We played some cards, drank, smoke, rolled the sex dice, and had some mind blowing sex. And as usual she performed like the hell cat that she is. Love it. I was full- hot for her and it was that great kind of sex where you feel a major heart attack comming on shortly after. Well I guess that is enough for today.

LJ